It was requested of me to write about my most substantial fear. Ok...here I go...my biggest fear...letting people really get to know me and by extension, rejection. For example, I'm killing myself over here wanting to tell someone that I'm really starting to be crazy for them, but I can't...I feel like I physically can't talk when someone wants me to tell them how I feel about them. Like when I wanted to tell Pinot Nior (PN-get it...get it?) that I still have mad crazy feelings for him...he set me up nicely...and still I said nothing. This is for the sheer fact that I didn't want him coming back and saying that he doesn't care for me at all like that, & we'd never work. I am SO afraid of rejection...I could never be a guy...I'd NEVER have any dates...well, I'd probably have the courage to ask an ugo out...but that's about it.
Anywho...I hate this post...it sux. Thx Brown Sugah.
1 comment:
Scaredy Cat! In the words of all those that have pursued their dreams and made it big...with acceptance comes rejection. Can't have one without the other...just like you can't seem to have great sex w/o having sore legs the next morning! Now who would give up the great sex just so you wouldn't be sore in the morning. No one...least of all you!
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