"She was what most of us are in the end...just opinions"

Alone yesterday afternoon I saw Brokeback Mountain. I was expecting to cry more during the show...but the message didn't really hit me until I was walking to my car. Human beings are so quick to put things in categories. It makes it easier to for us to form opinions, have guidelines, and seek out other people that fill that feindish hollowness. And that's cool. But this movie was so much more than gay cowboys. It was about not being able to be with someone you love. Right or wrong many of us have been there. My eternal example is Pinot. This was our movie. We cannot be together...for reasons. But, that doesn't mean I won't always love him. It's a long story. So, I looked like a fool walking back to my car...my eyes dripping uncontrollable tears...my ches hurting and burning...longing for that person who makes me forget him.