Do you ever...

meet someone...like them after a while...and decide to make a list of all the things you don't like about them as a preemptive stike against heart break? I do. Seeing as how I feel I have about a 1 in 3 billion chance of happiness with any guy I date. I wouldn't buy that lotto ticket. Well, maybe it would be more like 1 in 500,000,000 after you factor out the gays, marrieds & underageds. I remember when the world was a big blue ball of bliss...hope was not something people got from Paxil...love was something I was sure to have one day. I should turn off this Coldplay cd. Lonely.......................................................................................