Moved Envy

I had forgotten how good college music really is. I'm not talking Rice Radio crap. I mean music majors and the like. Last night made me miss one of my favorite parts of college, band. I'm the hugest geek ever, but I don't even care. Sisero's chior sang at my families church last night. They were so good. Sis conducted one song & I'll be honest here...I teared up a little bit bc I'm so freaking proud of her. She has more talent in one little pinky than I could ever muster. I watched her boyfriend as she was conducting & her as he was singing his solo. It was so sweet. I was also crying, bc it's quite possible that she and I will never live in the same state again. Just when we really started to understand each other. I hate it when crap like that happens. But that's life, huh? Anywho, I walked away thinking this was just one of those perfect moments in time even though I'm a little sad and a little envious. You know, we always say that we love each other, me & Sisero, but this time I really knew it was true. I most heartfeltedly hope she feels the same way too.